i put so much effort into making sure the people i care about know it, but for what? i dont do it to get something in return, but because i know how it is to feel lonely and taken for granted and unvalued, and i dont want the people i care about to feel that way.
but when i am not in view and when i am vulnerable- i am so so so alone and it hurts.
is it normal to want to kick the bucket everytime you get sick? ive got a headcold and my face hurts and coughing and i cant breathe and im just about ready to step away from the burdens of this mortal meatsack
the best thing about the moon and the sky and the stars is that while you can’t ever take a picture of them that does them justice……you don’t need to. they’re gonna be there tomorrow
